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Tuesday August 31, 2021 .. NOOOOO!! It is NOT September tomorrow, PLEASE!!

ok sorry this is going to be HORRIBLE!!! Right now, I want to MURDER apple! I seriously just had to "write" vocabulary shortened .. 12 times or more! "G. D." spell check! Believe me god IS damning our digital nonsense. Why do you think if he is nature? .. he wants to kill us? We have invented AMAZING THINGS! BUT .. when taken ALWAYS to extreme, inventions become LUDICROUSLY stupid! I made 4 spelling mistakes since my raging, do you think ANY were corrected? Yes! God is DAMNING OUR STUPID THINKNG .. (I mean you can't even RE spell thinkng for me??? God is trying to wipe us off earth because we are too stupid to live. If a computer hijacks my thoughts for 3 minutes over my "v" word being "VOCAL" not what I am trying to say, who do you think is in charge here? It is surely not us!! That damn "progress" we think is good, has NO more consideration to a Human SUPPOSED TO BE IN CHARGE. WE ARE NOT ANY MORE< but too stupid from sugar stress and search to see it!

OMG and stupid humans can now have drones just on a busy city side walk! I really did recently see that. MIND boggling! No brains, no respect for others, no personal responsibility ever taken, is a SURE prescription for apocalypse!!! Now do you see why I get nowhere? My freakin' brain is like an artery that divides into many blood vessels .. except I forget where I am going or started from!! I promised yesterday since I had BRILLIANT NEW IDEAS but could no longer understand them 12 hours later to move from paper to computer .. that I would try to go straight to the computer before even washing face. This will be a very difficult habit change, but I pray if I can do it .. maybe I can help even ONE person. That would make a recently useless life worth it! Hah! I just said my life is useless .. BECAUSE I had no job TEACHING .. was on disability forever feeling totally useless! Do we really think a world of A I robots plus universal basic income will create a happy society? No! idiots. Us losers actually want to work and FEEL USEFUL AND OF VALUE!! All those years I worked harder than as a teacher on my mission to create a reverse world that would allow EVERYONE to shine, not just a chosen few. (Guess we have to recreate William Penn's Phila. Quaker colony?

Now you can clearly SEE my disability clearly. WOW! so one tool I had for you was Duality. My brain is BRILLIANT if I can rein in my thoughts. But when I can't it sounds so all over the place. All this pondering and meandering makes it hard to complete anything especially NORMAL TASKS. Hence we are not "normal" .. we are Bipolar, ADHD, O C Disordered etc etc! Hah I suggest we are just very RIGHT HEMISPHERE. We want to UNDERSTAND the world not just USE it like the rich powerful LEFT brain selfish people in control of us all. This entire website comes from the place of us ALL BEING DISABLED> We used to have BOTH a right hemisphere of thinkng AND a Left hemisphere of getting the job done (action). That balance caused great societal times, probably best after second war. We had great ideas and the American dream was actually a reality. it went downhill with the "hypocritical hippies". Hmmm .. nah, the power people "them" were never hippies, so we are blaming the right brain people who would still be pondering and no computer would be invented!! .. or perfected as a model to keep us buying new bigger smaller "better".

So I have now written a screen "page" and lost the whole point of today's brilliance!! I hate typing, just give me my damn pen and paper. But those thousands of great ideas with TOOLS to help us get thru this more healthy can not help you! so I will keep trying to build this HORRIBLE new way as habit. What point do my storage rooms of ideas have. You like me could be overwhelmed with the horror of today and give up all hope. I hope my ideas can somehow help you .. or keep you ?entertained until your spirits rise. I hope we can find YOUR life changing experience. Damn I wish mine came about 65 years ago? Would have made life SO MUCH EASIER!

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I am so sorry, I just discovered that if I write an EPIPHANY on paper, at the first light of day ...

.. by afternoon I can no longer make sense of the jumble that went all out of order!! I think I added the Intro after, and then a Conclusion and totally CONFUSED MYSELF!! .. very easy to do. (But it is because so many BRILLIANT ideas are flying around in my brain.) I will set up this site so I can wake up and before my face is even washed, I put the waking ideas into DIGITAL form, No more boxes and boxes of notes! That should get my ideas to you a little more clearly .. I hope? But I fear that old fashioned (writers?) need that paper .. just more natural!

August 20, 2021, 8:45 pm,

This EPIPHANY was the epiphany of all my LIFE epiphanies .. maybe why my brain EXPLODED to loss. I thought maybe I found the few pages that would clarify years of pulling together divergent ideas to answer confusing and complex LIFE questions. Hopefully I can get back into that ZONE with those notes, but half the first try DISAPPEARED, no idea how it deleted. AHHH, the obstacles of life!

The world just NEVER seemed fair to me and since I believe most people are nice and even KIND .. I have never understood why the world works so BADLY .. injustice and horror around every corner. YET .. I do not believe that some people are just evil. We ALL want to loved, valued, and respected .. not HATED. So where do the huge INJUSTICES faced, come from then?

From years of research, I believe that instead of being EVIL .. that our brains just don't work anymore! Or at least only half of our brains work! But we need BOTH halves, balanced working together! Dr Iain McGilchrist, a British neuroscientist explains the problem with his "Divided Brain" TVO Documentary and his awesome books tracing our history. Right / Left Brain Hemisphere Neuroscience explains why our society is collapsing!!. But I think we can simplify it from his scientific expertise.

Before I found much more expert proof than my idea, I was looking for someone who agreed that people are a spectrum of "Thinkers" on to "Action Brain" people. Luckily most people still have some BALANCE between the 2 R/ L Hemispheres but I promise you the opposite ends will NOT get along. A person tending to think more before acting and a person who like decideing and acting can perfectly complement each other! But "progress" Has fried most of our brains and DISABLED as we are we have become one of 2 sides. My theory is American Left are the Thinkers (creatives, philosophers, inventors) and the Right are the ACTION people, (the CEO's and Managers or Entrepreneurs.) If far apart on the spectrum we drive each other CRAZY .. and now we are just ENEMIES! It will NOT work. Unless we use each others skill and work TOGETHER we are 100% doomed.

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Sept 03, 2021

Here is my effort to recreate the learnings that came before that life changing day .. like I was "saved by Jesus". Not being mean or put down! I have heard people say "My life changed when I ACCEPTED God.". My life changed one day .. and I have ?jokingly said it was dead people talking to me. But sorry .. I am NOT crazy .. I really think they were!! Their spirits spoke to me because they saw I was totally wasting my life and they were now in the MORGUE and could no longer liv theirs. Admonishing me was something they could do to ?feel useful!

But inam fascinated how this happened .. and if I could better explain it hopefully you could use the concept and feel better as I do! If only this happened like 50 years ago!! We waste so much time wondering and worrying we take no time to actually live. Worriers think their very existence means they MUST worry .. it is their job!! Maybe if I don't worry about my kids security something will befall them because I was irresponsible in my protecting them with WORRYing about everything. Does not make sense and uses so much energy there is none to. actually SOLVE problems. I could voice the logic but not DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT! Until the dead in the morgue unknown to me .. yelled at me .. "wake up and smell the roses .. they may be gone tomorrow .. especially with climate change!!"

Here is the idea progression preceding the "1870 Morgue experience"..

I always said going to NYC/Phila, is "died and went to Heaven". I must go every few months to get my "energy infusion". Kind of raised spirits energy vibration .. not get more done faster. Sorry .. that will never be me!! But I am brilliant at thinkng and pulling divergent problems together into SOLUTIONS! Slow as a Turtle though! As usual I digress. Phila, 2007, first time in my ?60 years that I EVER relaxed .. or felt "at peace". Will never forget it. (Now I can do it much of a day!!! What the HELL happened??)
Covid happened. Thought I would DIE with no East Coast "Heaven" visit. Got grouchier and grouchier, since nothing was ever RAISING MY SPIRITS.There was nothing to make me feel any hope for a "me first! screw you" Society around me. I found that in "the Village" in TO I felt more joyful and hopeful! But by the 30 minute walk back to my area (whose energy I hate) .. I was back to crotchety old lady again.
Began to investigate and track other new area's energy vibration. Could I find a location that left the spirits raised for a longer period? For me it would have beautiful old architecture, interesting Industrial History, a beautiful park with fountain? (we have NOTHING like NYC) and with nice people. For you it might be nature, or a noisy sociable bar area. I have friend who volunteers at Pet Shelters to raise her spirits and regain her calm.
Reading about and discovering "THIN PLACES"! You know .. those places everyone talks about where everyone feels at peace ?like Sonoma? or the Sedona valley or Taj Mahal. A "Thin Place" is where Heaven and earth are closer together! If you believe in Heaven this is now mind boggling! Why did I always say FOR ME, NYC .. is "Heaven on Earth". We know so much more than we think we know, eh? We have INTUITION but quit respecting it! This new "Thin Place" knowledge was mind boggling to me, especially since it matched both my Phila RELAX and NYC voicing. Did you ever consider time and space must converge for heaven? and science and spirituality and time and space ARE all converging today. Even the occult is now respected by scientists (see Colin Wilson, Just think about all this .. it has to be true!) link) This writer (LINK) listed a BAR IN IRELAND as THIN. So I set abut finding my own THIN SPACES.
I think it was about that time that I also studied stages of grief and loss, I discovered I had been STUCK in "Bargaining mode" .. never ACCEPTING LOSS! Instead forever "Bargaining with god" or the Universe? .. Maybe if I do this? or do that better, the injustices for me and others WILL STOP? I began to realize I was right about everything all along. The world is weird, nothing works and it is filled with injustice USUALLY for the nice people. The selfish people just go on to "success" while the rest of us struggle. Life is hard for thinkers. Life is easy for those who look after themselves believing we just are not TRYING HARD ENOUGH. Then we would be "successful" too. But Thinkers have resources that society no longer values. We are the worriers to be avoided. DSo if I was right .. nothing makes sense .. and nothing is FAIR .. what now? Do I get a trophy?? Took awhile but finally realized I had to ACCEPT the world as it is and quit fighting very minute of every day. It is exhausting and destroys friends and family. People run away when they see me coming. But not anymore .. I am cheerful and can step OUT of the HELL we have created with our nonsensical "progress".
A New friend said they believe heaven and hell are here now. That is probably why the above happened too .. I can step into heaven for a moment of calm .. just like I can walk on the SUNNY side of the street, not the dark shade. My life is in MY CONTROL. If I want shade from the HEAT I can CHOOSE to walk on the dark shades side. When we are ready to focus on developing solutions we come back into the Dystopian HELL we have created. Sure, some of our apps are amazing. BUT .. as tools not the screen as life itself! That is just insane and people no longer SEE the insanity of our dystopian society. They are too immersed, too trapped and addicted! Sadly this selfishness and stress 100% will collapse society. NYC and everyone must prepare for INLAND flooding, not sea ravage, because we let our environmental destruction go too far. Have we also let our brain loss go too far? so many toxins have fried our brain wiring, destroyed our common sense , logic and reason. We either take a different track OR live in HELL.
Somewhere in these new epiphany learnings I had a life changing experience I could not really explain. Seriously, it feels like the dead talked to me from an old morgue. They said " get over it Lady, yes! the world is hell now. There is unfairness, crap quality, injustice .. AND THEN YOU DIE! So do you want to rant for more decades about that .. or step into the LIGHT sometimes. Enjoy the beauty in life, be grateful. Then you can go back refreshed to the hell we created and actually SOLVE some problems. What ever you choose .. SOON YOU WILL BE DEAD .. like us." sorry but clear as day that is what I felt .. an admonishment by spirits in a space I never saw before!
Buildings talk to us. Do we listen to the wisdom of the souls that existed there? tell the story diner too

"Thin places" .. my new fascination, where Heaven and Earth

"Thin PLACES" .. heaven is closer to earth, you know .. wherever you feel awesome for no real reason

Sat nov 13/21, Maybe these places differ for us (Thank goodness! or Manhattan would collapse under the sea with wall to wall people on it!) .. maybe we differ in our THIN Place discovery, because we have different interests and values? Apparently Sedona is awesome, but since I love green, architecture and industry History I would hate it. Watch your energy. Where do you feel manic high .. like you took mood altering drugs? but never did? Pay attention to this vibration .. it can be felt physically. A Vibration like you are charged with positive energy.

I just felt it at TO. St Lawrence market. I think it was because I ordered my Yani's greek (reminding me of my PHILLY only success) and then CALMLY patiently waited while watching all the market ENERGY. I seriously left feeling I had taken some EUPHORIC drug. I guess because I was Bipolar in University in the 60's, when a friend offered me drugs, I said why? it felt like similar to my Dr/ pharmacy "drug" rejection. He said "you will see the absolute incredible beauty of a tree." I laughed so hard! saying I see that without drugs every day! I guess at the time I never knew how lucky I WAS to be Bipolar and MOSTLY manic high! It was 20 plus years later I was diagnosed and prescribed lithium. Are you kidding? asking a person always HIGH about something to feel DEAD. No Thanks. So no I have no real experience with ?illicit drugs but when I falll into the pit of despair I sure wished I could find a solution. For your info that has been the last few years worse and worse despair. That is why I feel I can share some solutions with you .. nobody helped me so I just searched and searched . It would be so awesome to help without you having to go thru the agony of finding a possible solution.

I made up the whole NYC/Phila is "died and went to heaven". Apparently I was right! at least for me!

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maybe go for a walk .. practise feeling the energy.

Downtown = some history and architecture .. lifts spirits .. return get CROTCHEDY again. I have been a mean, negative complaining person since I moved here (Regent Park). Does this place give me bad energy and I "act out" . In NYC because I am so happy I meet wonderful people and have all wonderful experiences. Here it is the opposite. YET! I met a guy who LOVES this area, thinks people are so nice where I think they are horrid and self absorbed and should LEARN TO BE PATENTS. (their kids SCREAM for NO reason).

So there must be places that most people love. Tons love Sedona but tons also love NYC .. I imagine different character people.

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Left Brain Action people have an easier life because everything is simple to them. When your attitude is "Get over it .. just GET 'ER DONE!" with no thought to "cause" or "consequence" it is far easier to accomplish. A Thinker (Right brain) will still be considering "what about ..?", "what if ..?" .. where the Action guy already opened his store and has lots of customers! We would still be cave men if people were like me! but all those questions make life SLOW and hard, decisions fearful. I think action people do not even think to DOUBT THEMSELVES!!?? Why are so many "successful" people really not that great? Maybe later I will name names. I think they Bothe really wanted to be TV announcers, it was their dream and just went out and GOT ER DONE> So they feel OK saying to us "you should have worked harder, you just didn't try!"

Sure man .. yes you may have succeeded but look at the world you created!! Collapsing in every are possible! Because you never stopped to think of causes and consequences. Profit success and power were the ONLY importance. And now the earth is a disaster for the youth. Shame shame on us!! Seniors should get UPCHARGES not discounts. Us "Hypocrite Hippies" destroyed it all .. especially the (American) dream. Dr McGilchrist is a fascinating read. I thought this happened since the late 50's, with processed food frying our brains .. but he feels we have gone downhill in our humanity for centuries.

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I made notes for decades on things that made no sense or could be done better in other ways. I kept trying to put my ideas on eve new websites still in chaos. Had no idea how HARD writing a book is. It has to be ORDERLY, brief and concise. Hah .. that is surely not me! my head is always in the clouds. Then I began to think hmm, maybe my ideas are all twigs I just have to figure what the branches and TRUNK are! Hence the trunk of my "book" tree FINALLY became " Total Societal Health"

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Maybe we can stop thinking for just a few minutes .. pretend we are in heaven?

Do you believe in Heaven? We surely need that belief today!

Oh for the days when I was a rebel to say "Hell!". F.. this, F.. that" proves our brain LOSS. No vo

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I had a Life Changing experience! Life is so so much easier now! And I am "handling" far worse!

Is this how the "..ON DRUGS"? Formula came to be experienced

Is my "dead people talked" like getting high? But I am STILL manic high, almost 4 weeks later.

"Thin places" .. my new fascination, where Heaven and Earth

"Thin PLACES" .. heaven is closer to earth, you know .. wherever you feel awesome for no real reason

I made up the whole NYC/Phila is "died and went to heaven". Apparently I was right! at least for me!

maybe go for a walk .. practise feeling the energy.

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"They" have it easier! Life is far easier for ACTION Brains

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Surviving .. We need to find New tools to help us.

Surviving .. We need to find New tools to help us.

Maybe we can stop thinking for just a few minutes .. pretend we are in heaven?

Do you believe in Heaven? We surely need that belief today!

Oh for the days when I was a rebel to say "Hell!". F.. this, F.. that" proves our brain LOSS. No vo

thin places

The "MAGIC MAGNET".. our Prozac on Steroids? Reducing Panic?

I am so sorry, I just discovered that if I write an EPIPHANY on paper, at the first light of day ...

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I had a Life Changing experience! Life is so so much easier now! And I am "handling" far worse!

Is this how the "..ON DRUGS"? Formula came to be experienced

Is my "dead people talked" like getting high? But I am STILL manic high, almost 4 weeks later.

"Thin places" .. my new fascination, where Heaven and Earth

"Thin PLACES" .. heaven is closer to earth, you know .. wherever you feel awesome for no real reason

I made up the whole NYC/Phila is "died and went to heaven". Apparently I was right! at least for me!

maybe go for a walk .. practise feeling the energy.

Promote current deals

Share the big news

Display their FAQs

"They" have it easier! Life is far easier for ACTION Brains

And that is also the reason we have LIES .. so many half truths today

The Quality of Life Tree .. "Q O L for all"

TWIGS, from the "Quality Of Life Tree",(QoL for all)

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