Mon. Dec 29, 2025, 4:45 pm.
Even as Unfinished, disconnected NOTES, I hope my life work on TOTAL human Health, or basic quality of LIFE, can at least give you an idea about this NEW ORDER SYSTEM that we need to BUILD! If we want to survive as a HUMAN Civilization, we have to STOP our NONSENSE illogic and DO SOMETHING DIFFERENT! WE are quickly heading to only selfish shallow ZOMBIES in Digital DYSTOPIA. We have LOST our HUMAN mind and "heart", our very SOUL .. thanks to the TOXINS of our IMAGINED "progress"! 🙈 If you want to save NORMAL Humans, we will have to STOP .. STOP being simply SHEEP FOLLOWERS .. we will have to be brave and SACRIFICE by BOYCOTTING EVERYTHING!! Modern Mennonites .. unwilling to live with face in phone OBLIVION! .. or .. it is the end of CIVILIZATION.
Sat. Jan 3, 2025, 10:00 am .. HAPPY 2026!
If we all get TOGETHER .. maybe we can make change? BEFORE it is completely TOO LATE?
OH DEAR. In all my decades of doom and gloom .. expecting WORLD END 😱 .. I never really considered the possibility of W W 3!
2025 was a year where Trump TOOK OVER the country .. not for "WE the people" as MAGA expected. But for "ME! TRUMP .. the greatest "leader" of all time .. Therefore, I DESERVE all power". I guess 2026 is now the year the "greatest (dictator) of all time" takes over the WORLD? Is this the OPPOSITE to Hitler? If Jews run the media and banks, all power/ .. did they make (use) Hitler as the EVIL for their benefit, but now are using Trump as Opposite good dictator? Sorry .. I have never UNDERSTOOD the world .. and I am just MORE and MORE confused at finding any truth or logic in wanting quality of life for ANY of us little sheep. If Russia, China AND Iran are now angry about Venezuela .. that does NOT sound good to me. Why not CONSERVE oil by being RESPONSIBLE and respectfully managing god's resources, instead of LAZY waste of all things? No .. lets just battle for EVERYTHING instead of handling our world the NORMAL NATURAL HUMAN way.
OMG .. my intuition has always served me well. But then I have no CONFIDENCE and do not believe in myself. TOO bad for others because were I able to get followers long ago we might have woken us sheep up! I know why I think Trump's action in Venezula IS actually disgusting .. no matter what YOU think. Our Power structure STEALS the mass's WILL POWER which is just different words for "MAKES US ADDICTED TO ALL MANNER OF THINGS!!" .. yes! ADDICTED!! we may not take cocaine, but "coke" started us on our path to our ADDICTION to processed food. We buy the things PROMOTED we do not NEED so we go in debt and pay 25 or 35% ON TOP OF EATING AND DOING MORE AND MORE of what they PUSH on US. Yet we go to another country and bring him to jail for addicting people? UNBELIEVABLE .. just utterly UNBELIEVABLE how stupid SHEEP we are! ADDICTION is the basis of our GROWTH ECONOMY!! If you do not want IMMIGRANTS the growth comes from each of us buying MORE. Now they are even pushing GAMBLING!!
HEY! Be positive .. this may be the thing that finally wakes UP the masses? REMEMBER the addictions created in every one of us (CONSUMPTION of MORE in excess and extreme! .. is ADDICTION!) Our ADDICTION to even CREDIT was caused by first taking our our BRAIN WIRING! So now we go and scream about someone killing 10 million per year while we destroy health and kill with DISEASE from sugar and gluten inflammation? I am a poor communicator .. but this is ACT against ADDICTION is just so so hypocritical it is actually HILARIOUS! American society is BASED on ADDICTION .. the LOSS of WILL power and self control!! 😱 .. 😥 .. 👿
HAH! America has itself been a "narco" terrorist since the 50's worse and worse addicting us. Destroying its own people's WILL POWER and self control! All systems in our economy depend on us being SHEEP .. addicted to our drug pusher "control system". Maybe Maduro IS a bad guy .. but we should face those few families in charge of US .. are NOT good guys. GREED is NOT good when it has so harmed "we the people" and in fact the whole HUMAN Family and our HOME! What is our "medical" system .. but huge layers of drug pushers?? WE are ADDICTED to MORE and consumption drives debt and its huge profit. A Very smart but evil and DESTRUCTIVE SYSTEM DUMB-ocracy + capitalism is. capitalism was fine .. but GREED destroys all, so socialism for FAIR is preferable.
Mon. Dec. 22, 2025, 7:15 am.
The American experiment has COLLAPSED in a mere 250 years. In a Human history of MILLENNIA the evil CANCER of GREED has destroyed us so very quickly. WE turned what was progress .. into EVIL. Anything .. even good, taken to extreme, excess will TURN EVIL.
EVIL PEOPLE are those WILLING to MANIPULATE OTHERS for their OWN benefit .. with no regard for any HARM being done. WE Lived in a Human FAMILY and home and are ALL CONNECTED. HHARM done to some harms the whole FAMILY or society.
WE have everything imaginable available .. yet we have NONE of what is most important! We have NO Quality of LIFE. The mission of my life's work .. an obsession for 70 years, is to find the cause of this VORACIOUS CANCER and a solution. I have designed a path to restore the real HUMAN VALUE "ORDER SYSTEM" that we have destroyed. You can use it to create a SHARED community and promote it .. or real DECENT Humans are extinct very very soon.
Health is not simply a purely PHYSICAL proper functioning of the body! You can do all the Yoga and eat all the Kale your SELF ABSORPTION allows. But .. if you are still a REAL Normal Human you can not live without the OTHER factors REAL Health requires. TOTAL Human health needs
Tues. Dec. 16, 2025, 5:00 pm
At this point, to get off the planet feels so much easier than trying to make the BRAIN DEAD UNDERSTAND. If we die we really can watch them implode in their oblivious DIGITAL DYSTOPIA. But only if we got to the after life above. You only get there (regardless of stupid "saved" religion's beliefs) by being a decent FAIR Human that HARMS no one and nothing in our family HOME. Pretending you did not know harm was being done does not count. You should have listened to us THINKERS if your brain is not BALANCED To THINK before you ACT. Everything wrong with our society is NOT thinking before action is taken. Instead you demonize us fro daring to question your simple either or behaviour.
The world is BOTH AND can be true and the hard worl is calculating the best VALUE for ALL humans not just YOUR Bank account. Greedy thoughtless people will NOT be in heaven ,.. so JOY is nearby .. because the society we created will implode very very soon. Human are unable to take more overload, overwhelm and STRESS on STEROIDS. That is Right brain Thinkers and NORMAL Balanced brain Humans will implode. The Left brain fast ACTION minds That control us will remain in their barren hell that THEY are creating. Wake up Action Left brains! Join us an LISTEN to us before acting. We may be able to SAVE CIVILIZATIONS collapse. But is we feel despairing .. our NEW order System community will get us our TICKET TO HEAVEN. We cab relax and know amazing is coming. Sorry without the dream of seeing my family in heaven I could not have survived.
Because we ignored him (and many others noticing we had lost our mind), we are now on the verge of extinction. A Time bomb is waiting to EXPLODE. Those of us who actually THINK about things wanting to UNDERSTAND are so STRESSED we will lash in or out in frustration! Suicide, or death by cop is becoming the answer to a world unable to be lived in.
Dr McGilchrist warned us in 2009 .. but we listen to no one but the "ME!mine, here now!" goal. A NORMAL human has 2 BALANCED brain hemisphere'sThe RIGHT that wants to UNDERSTANd and the Left that then ACTS. But THOUGHTLESS "progress" has destroyed our brain wiring .. it seems ESPECIALLY our RIGHT Hemisphere allowing us to THINK. Progress is great but anything taken Stupidly EXTREME will always be disastrous. A system based ONLY on profit will destroy everything it touches. If profit is more important than the health of our HUMAN Family and home ..what do you expect unfettered progress to do to HUMANS. It has destroyed our RIGHT THINKING Brain and with it our HUMANITY
Tues. Dec 16, 2025, !0:00 am.
Our brain has 2 Hemispheres, the RIGHT THINKS, only THEN does the LEFT ACT. A NORMAL Human does not ACT before carefully thinking. The power in America today is run by beings who only ACT in their best interest with NO EFFORT to first UNDERSTAND the problem and find the best solution.
Anything that is taken EXTREME even if good .. becomes TOXIC. NORMAL life is MODERATION and BALANCE. WE lost NORMAL with the invention of electricity. I mean if we could change darkness to light we were all powerful! We thought maybe all of life should SIMPLY be ON/OFF. But life is not simple dual or binary. Yes vs no, good vs bad, RIGHT vs wrong leaves out the time and trouble to UNDERSTAND! A Simple fast and easy GUILTY! or INNOCENT! leaves out our HUMAN kindness, empathy, and forgiveness. How does a horrified drunk driver who killed kids sentences to ten years make the world a BETTER place? It does not change the horror of his mistake, he will feel guilty everyday of his life. Why not make him go and talk to young people maybe in bars. It is not ofter a small mistake, thinking "Of course I am fine to drive, I will be careful." turns into sorrow. We make little careless mistakes every day but get away with them. There is NO INTENTION to harm, but we are in jail.
It is interesting that the power families who run the world control us in every way for their profit. THEY are willing to harm MILLIONS .. but they NEVER must pay for their EVIL. We need to step out of this INSANE society we allowed to be created now .. or humans are extinct not in years but VERY VERY soon. The drunk young man had NO INTENTION of harm .. yes he was IRRESPONSIBLE which we all have been .. letting things go so far for quality of life for "WE the PEOPLE". We get punished for every infraction. "You are BAD .. go to jail". Meanwhile those who are PURE EVIL because they are WILLING to harm us purely for their own profit and POWER.
Simple ACTION beings, want CONVENIENCE .. a FAST EASY Answer to every problem. We get that with choosing from 2 opposing ideas. Everything is Dual or BINARY .. life is so much easier when we just say yes/no, right/wrong, good/ bad. What makes life hard is trying to understand the GREY BETWEEN the RIGHT vs WRONG. Do a lot of religions simplify life into guilt vs innocence, good/bad, instead of the gradations between? You hear them say "you should just KNOW right from wrong". Trouble is we make mistakes. We know getting in a car DRUNK is WRONG but sometimes we are too impaired to THINK clearly. How is this equal to the person who kills for pure greed? I guess maybe without their Right brain they actually are UNABLE to consider this. It is easier to DEMONIZE Left brains than recognize they are BRAIN DISABLED! (Right brains are disabled from ACTION .. but at least we only harm the SELF.)
"Let's kill Jews .. they are what is harming us", is a BINARY "yes/ no" simple ACTION question, with no forethought. Do some THINKING .. BEFORE you act!! But alas we have no THINKING BRAIN thanks to the pure greed of the few families in control of us. Are they Jews? It is enraging that when we question this, we are anti semetic! The OTHER, the Left brains Always blame.. a questioning thought is the ENEMY. WHOEVER are the families that run EVERYTHING .. (after 7 decades of questioning obsession) ARE pure evil because they have destroyed our Health and our THINKING Right brain Hemisphere purely for their profit. No R Brain makes us more addictive and the hidden sugar we crave is what fried our brain. Spend more banks get more and profit off the sickness. Everything in NATURAL WORLD CONNECTS. but we have paid no attention to most industries CONNECTNG in and evil PLOT to make us step workers and CONSUMERS.
Tues. Dec. 16, 2025, 2:00
Zoe Weissman endured Parkland and now Brown shooting. She and her classmates started an Activist group but NOTHING has been done. Instead of feeling enraged recognize this is a BIG problem and needs HUGE changes. The whole system must be changed BACK to QUESTIONING REASONS, thinking, creating, planning a solution. These kids have DONE THIS! But gun people who are total BINARY Left brains WANT their guns. Simple YES/No .. "I can't have my gun? you are EVIL". They are unable to COMPROMISE! Left brains who live "binary" simply DIVIDE and DEMONIZE into 2 sides. Their brain works like a warrior .. us or the enemy for EVERYTHING. This girl's group whose friends were KILLED at Parkland has created a system of real COMPROMISE for gun ownership! It has never been accepted which is ludicrous! It is because those in power Are Left Brains. Everything is simple easy EITHER .. OR
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I have developed a new ORDER SYSTEM in my obsession with Health evolving to TOTAL Human Health of our HUMAN Family and Home. In a society of fast and easy with text and Tik tok "convenience", no one will take time to study it. You never listened to McGilchrist's ANSWER .. so why listen to unknown me? But spending my life to COLLECT and connect what we need to have quality of life is not other people have done. Once I was on disability and then retirement I had decades to spend 18 hour days questioning and researching. I swear my new SYSTEM could save us .. but I give up. No one will do the sacrifice, have the will power to give up all the EXTREME's of our life of excess. If you want to join this community and there is someone wanting to manage I will continue my 18 hour days with no life. Otherwise I QUIT .. and will watch NRMAL humans die. Zombies will continue in Digital DYSTOPIA we have created. Yes we are also guilty for accepting and NOT standing up. But remember that THEY destroyed our brain so we would be easily controlled SHEEP. Power is much easier over subjects who have no Right brain or Will power. We Right Brians are TROUBLE to them. We have questions because we want the Order system to be WIN/WIN
please get your friends and family involved in our BOYCOTT. Others wise McGilchrist's words are accomplished. Left Brains are DESTROYING Civilization.
4 kinds of "beings" ? Mon. Jan 12, 2026, 7:00 am. .. ? was it ..
I have by now reduced it to 2 kinds of beings on a scale, of ok to BAD.
Evil Must go. Change your evil ways .. or be ELIMINATED .. YOUR choice of how! Off the planet or we still NORMAL (win/win) Humans must save ourselves from your harm. The last war must begin .. the last war is GOOD against EVIL .. willing to HARM the Human Family and Home for only a greed WIN. LOSS is no longer an option. NORMAL WIN/WIN Humans must win the LAST WAR .. or we are EXTINCT within a very few years. 😱
Mon. Jan. 12, 2026, 7:30 am.
You think the "American DREAM" is gone? Hell .. America is GONE! It was supposed to be a new way .. a NEW "ORDER SYSTEM" THAT WAS FAIR for ALL. That was truly GONE when we could be so bold as to say "GREED is GOOD" in a movie for all. Now it was OK for those of "WIN/LOSE" (evil) to repeat the mantra. Thanks Gordon Gecko .. you marked a TURNING POINT. If we can say "Win / LOSE is the game .. HARMing OTHERS for my benefit is fine" have permission to say it OUT LOUD to the masses .. then we have lost our NORMAL real HUMAN. Not only is America DEAD but the real HUMAN is gone. replaced by mindless sheep heading to OBLIVIOUS Zombies in Digital DYSTOPIA. Sadly we REAL Humans .. NORMAL beings that can only be HAPPY and feel real "Health WEALTH" with WIN/WIN are losing the (game) of life. Life was never meant to be a "game" where you are constantly LOSING! God made earth and the HUMAN FAMILY for everybody to win basic Quality of Life .. or TOTAL Human Health. That was the Founding Fathers goal .. but America is DEAD .. there is NO 250 th! The biggest HYPOCRACY is honouring Natives! Yet we still do not even realize when we destroyed THEIR way of life .. we destroyed the REAL NORMAL ..HUMAN way of life ..our CONNECTION and building of a FAIR WIN WIN System.
"Normal HUMAN" has a "heart' and MIND without GREED, WILLING TO HARM the HUMAN Family and home for SELF. NORMAL Human needs the "WEALTH of REAL HEALTH"! Base Quality of life for ALL, or TOTAL Human Health. All CONTRIBUTE .. but all also RECEIVE "FAIR". We need a new FAIR "Order System"! Join NOW or we die .. Normal Humans are extinct .. very soon.
Mon. Dec. 22, 2025, 7:45 am.
We banned plastic bags that carry the families meal prep. ingredients. Instead we now buy each meal prepared that is 10 x the plastic for ONE meal that the bag could carry for several in a FAMILY. We are CERTIFIABLY INSANE .. but we seem OBLIVIOUS to our utter STUPIDITY. For those of us paying attention this is ENRAGING or despairing. WE already see far more violence and suicide. Some of us will just die of the STRESS that increases regular disease. If we are AWARE we will find an addiction to dull our senses. We may die of overdose or plan to, commit suicide or lash out and die by cop. Regardless if we lash inward in despair or outward in rage at the evil and insanity .. real NORMAL MIND and Heart HUMANS will be extinct soon.
Are you going to DO something or continue the mind numbing acceptance of our decay? Quiet revolution of REAL ACTION .. a quiet BOYCOTT of everything can work if we come together. Our Weapon is a QUIET threat .. Join our FAIR corporate certification or we will have no contact with you .. no working for or buying from you. Sadly THEY must be ALIENS .. because WE humans very soon will lose that weapon of work and consumption. A I will eat our job .. and we will have no MONEY to buy. The end of consumption by artificial Intelligence. Our society lives only on VORACIOUS CONSUMPTION. Without consumers the entire CON of our lives collapse. The ORDER SYSTEM has not been for "we the people" since the 1900's and the invention of electricity. Our ORDER SYSTEM "DUMBocrcay" and greed capitalism serves ONLY them. What are YOU going to do about it? (It got JFK assassinated!)
Mon. Dec. 29, 2025, 6:10. pm.
Some thing happened maybe when we got the POWER to turn DARKNESS into light? We got arrogant and decided ANYTHING was in OUR supreme power. But that is NOT TRUE. God or a creator created EVERYTHING, and it always worked Beautifully .. except if we got too snooty. Now we have DESTROYED everything from working properly! Nothing CONNECTS and all extreme is completely IMBALANCED.
Not sure how many bible stories are TRUE and how many are FABLES, but I spent a lot of time in many religions and they were all DISAPPOINTMENTS. Lots of WORDS little action. I actually found buffalo more god like (KIND) than all those religions of fakery. (But I guess all my experiences were Christian religion .. so I guess a BIAS .. maybe other religions are far better!?) BUT .. I think more of us got selfish turned to GREED once we saw what was possible with the CONVENIENCE of electric POWER.
Idiot me ..bought buttered peas from Green Giant the VEGETABLE company years ago and got ADDICTED to them. It is the vetable company .. why would I look at the ingredients? BUTER plus PEAS .. done! maybe salt or Pepper. SURE yeah .. like 10 unrecognizable ingredients. NOTHING is TRUTH .. everything is a LIE .. at least a TWIST to sell us MORE but worse addict us. ADDICTION is just NO WILL POWER! No self control! They must have discovered that even before coke with the box of chocolates. Once we are on the way to saving CIVILIZATION I look forward to resarching all te exact dates and how they all connect. This agin is my intuition .. but so far it has always been right! I waste all my Monet buying the books of those who have PROVEN my intuition. Rememebr my talent is COLLECTING and CONNECTING all ideas that affect our TOTAL human Health.
Back in the mid 1800's, I think in Phila, an inventor decide why should only the wealthy enjoy chocolate. So he created tiny pieces in a tiny box as a treat for poor people. Maybe because they went cray for it that gave the idea for coke. Plus those SODA Fountain drinks were AT the PHARMACY. interesting eh? People loved their coke so why not pit sugar in their cereal? then we invented TV and the TV dinner is history. To HIDE sugar they found 56 different chemical substances like it. The ingreduent label does not SAY sugar but it is all those crazy names. I think they recognized the destruction of our will power and the rest is HISTORY!!
Until my destruction with our CANADA TAX .. I had really just found out how dependent I was on credit. You could always just spend money you never had! But 70,0000 $$ later .. the credit option is pretty much gone. THAT was when my gov't decide to take 2500$ per month, out of my pension. (when I have time to do my taxes I get money back!) OMG!! I had no IDEA how ENTITLED I had been although I was def NOT RICH. The credit was just so easy to always fall back on. It was never for clothes or trips unless a CONFERENCE for my inventions.
I figure it is to throw us off. "OOh, they do care about us after all!" say the little sheep. No! it is just that tobacco farmers are not Big Corporations, so let's make Tobacco the FALL GUY .. while we addict them to CONSUMPTION by destroying all "Will Power" with LETHAL sugar BRAIN DESTRUCTION.There used to be 56 names and now Robert Lustig just has a section on his site for people to add names .. There are now 300 fro hidden "sugar"! Just like white bread gluten turns INTO SUGAR! I wonder if WONDER BREAD knew what they were doing? If the 300 names for "sugar" does not PROOVE something is VERY WRONG what will? l guess we just believe whatever is easy. THINKING is far too much work for us to ENDURE. 😱 The sugar INFLAMES whatever gene problem we have in our body function! INFLAMMATION = DISEASE. Doctors started out prescriptions to actually help people. But then we all got "specialized" in our careers, and no longer COLLECTED and CONNECTED IDEAS LOGICALLY! As everyone's brain wiring DISAPPEARED we no longer could THINK with logic and COMMON SENSE. I knew at 9 years old coke was EVIL. What is the MATTER with the rest of you! WHY did you never listen to the few of us YELLING WARNINGS!?? In the 70's, and even earlier a few SMART people were trying to WAKE US UP! Nope oblivious we STILL pay NOATTENTION! Good luck in your digital DYSTOPIA. Thank god I will soon be DEAD! 😱
Mon. Dec. 29, 2025, 5:00 pm.
Sat. Dec. 6, 2025, 5:00 pm, added to Sunday.
This is not a "Welcome" .. more a GET OUT! .. unless you are ABLE to LISTEN and LEARN NEW ideas! 👿 ONLY those with MIND OPEN are WELCOME. 😇 I am GOD and we are going to create (hard) heaven. g.o.d. GROUCHY old DICTATOR. I beat TRUMP any day as DICTATOR! ONE COMMANDMENT, just be a decent FAIR HUMAN! I need disciples to build our new ORDER SYSTEM of FAIR .. win/WIN! basic quality of Life FOR ALL, TOTAL Human Health for all, instead of their selfish shallow WIN .. all OTHERS are LOSERS.
Life is NOT .. LAZY Binary, all being right or wrong!! TRUE "wealth" is "WE/US" THINKING working together for the good of ALL, not only "ME!". We all contribute to our HUMAN Family Life Ledgers .. BUT WE ALL RECEIVE IN RETURN. No more win/lose! DOWN with AI ! A I is TOTAL proof of our DECLINE .. SHORT SIGHTED STUPIDITY!!!
PLEASE UNDERSTAND .. this site is unfinished, unedited .. just notes ..incomplete!! Use at your own risk. Put to USE any good ideas you like. BUT .. do not mutilate them .. ONLY use for GOOD. No NAZI CANCELING, JUST GO AWAY SILENTLY!! If you do not like my "TRUTH" which is sadly the REALITY, whether or not you LIKE IT! .. Just GO AWAY.. OR ..CONSIDER something NEW for a change! We just repeat the same stupid SHEEP crap instead of THINKING!! Just grow up and LISTEN and LEARN .. or GET OUT! I am almost 80 worked on the 70!! years. maybe you should LISTEN and RECONSIDER your behaviour. If still HUMAN with "heart" and MIND, THINKING TOGETHER and only THEN ACTING, we can fix this ..or you will DIE. Let's not be oblivious sheep, like the image!
We need a completely new ORDER SYSTEM.
Every single separated DUMB-OCRACY SYSTEM is not just a scam, but FRAUD on We the people. We need to redo the F F and BF’s efforts. They are so sad! We need to create a FAIR order System,B F 2.0
We need to go back to the NORMAL Human accounting of VALUE, used for millenia. Our modern selfish SHALLOW only $$ accounting focus is KILLING REAL Humans! Humans survived for 1000’s of years .. until we invented electric (on/OF and ACCOUNTING by $ alone. Humans have so many more important resources like hope and TRUST and CONNECTION. The Internet was the last invention we took extrem .. it had destroyed our mind and heart ,, but A I will destroy our BODY . No food or shelter since moo Job .. we die. You seriously think they would GIVE us money?🙈
We all CONTRIBUTE to our Human Family and Home.. BUT WE ALSO RECEIVE "FAIR" in return. We need to TAKE BACK CONTROL and rebuild FAIR ORDER.
"ASk Not what your country can do FOR YOU .. but what YOU can do for your country." By now we are such babies we do STUPID irresponsible things .. and then just blame the biz, or gov't, or anybody! We get a "lawyer" and SUE! We get millions for our IRRESPONSIBILITY while others wonder why their insurance premiums went up. If you can not UNDERSTAND the world, you need this COMMUNITY. Let's rebuild the F F work .. create B.F. 2.0. the LAST "church Country". An ORDER system where "WE the people" contribute and build a quality of life that is FAIR for all. WIN WIN can still allow some to have MORE. But if you want more regardless of harm done to Human FAMIL and HOME .. we will have to kill you. )Oh/ I am an 80 year old terrorst woman .. yet trump and netanyahu or Putin can kill anybody? Like I said very very strange world we have recently created.
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