A BOMB is about to explode. I have the defusing MECHANISM.
DESPAIR! can be a BOMB.Anger turns to rage, sadness to suicide! Together we can"survive" much better
Thurs. Jan. 15, 2026, 7:20 pm.
NORMAL Human behaviour and the NATURAL energy of a hopeful SOCIETY that results is now MISSING. There is too much STRESS .. and it is on STEROIDS. Not only are we OVERWHELMED by the OVERLOAD of constant change .. but every factor of our HUMAN health is now destroyed! It is logical that young people would feel their future has been STOLEN. It is undersatndable they are enraged at Bommers who destroyed NORMAL. but the OLD boomer is maybe more ENRAD than they are! Old seniors mistakenly suggested if my kids were STRUGGLNG .. they should just have worked HARDER like THEY DID!! 🤬 Right! we had one or 2 jobs for life. They have to find and TRAIN for a new one every 2 years. Can you imagine the stress? "Contracts are not REAL jobs" and this devalue of HUMANS, will ONLY get worse with A I and more Robots. I can not be the only one thinking people are already EXPLODING and it will only get far worse very soon.
Thurs. Jan 15, 2026, 9:00 am. This can be a solution to our DESPAIR and (Rage?)
I did have a solution to save us .. just go BACK to NORMAL Human behaviour! But I fear things have gone too far, and this "FALL of the (Roman) Empire" has takes ALL CIVIL-ization with it, unlike only (ROME) USA. Remember I have been curious and questioning our WEIRD ways for 7 decades. Still, once we get TOGETHER in our LAST "church/country" ORDER SYSTEM who knows, we may find there are so many MORE of us NORMAL balanced and MODERATION Humans .. than the LOUD SCREAMERS only DEMONIZING. WE do have 3 choices ..
- Simply continue as shallow, often SELFISH SHEEP. We exist ONLY by dividing and demonizing, in the extreme Digital DYSTOPIA we have now created. Sheep heading to ZOMBIE, instead of NORMAL Humans DISCUSSING our problems for COMPROMISE.
- Join together as a NORMAL connected Human Family and Home based on a FAIR ORDER system. We LISTEN, Learn and share/TRADE our skills and Talents for quality of life for all. If we are the MASSES we can FORCE our THINKING/ FAIR ORDER SYSTEM on sheep, hoping they join us. Local Clubs connect to build a real "TOTAL Human Health" ORDER system. If we miss our BOYCOTT window, we may have to have a LAST WAR of good vs EVIL. EVIL is a willingness to HARM OTHERS .. for the benefit of ME! and MINE.
- If it IS too late .. we will have a wonderful time TOGETHER in our HARD heaven. Always trying to be kind and caring of OTHERS is HARD! But once we die, going to HEAVEN, because we tried HARD to be GOOD HUMANS, Life will be not just EASY, but AWESOME. So TOGETHER now, we can celebrate that soon (END times) will find us at a FOREVER FUN easy life Party. Just Positive energy all day long, seeing DEAD friends! 😇
Law of"NORMAL"or FAIR is a Fibonacci Spiral, NOT a straight line we simply grab one END or the other
see diagram
Wed. Jan. 2026, 9:00 pm
To diffuse the BOMB about to go off .. we need to QUIT the WORSHIP of "MORE! faster and easier". Our fixation with CONVENIENCE and CONSUMPTION has made us give up the NORMAL Natural way of LIFE. Life is NOT #either /or"" !! 😱 good/bad! right wrong! is LAZY and childish. NORMAL human Family and home LIFE is not either or" nut it is BOTH .. AND .. two opposing things can be TRUE at one time! it is our responsible ADULT job to CALCULATE the best value the best for most and least toxic for the least!
NO! Life is NOT lazy BINARY, that 0/1 is for stupid COMPUTERS! NORMAL Human Life is Both .. AND beg TRUE, not right /wrong! NORMAL Human is LISTENING,LEARNING, RECONSIDERING! NORMAL natural "human" is certainly NOT simple DISCONNECT and division, in order to simply DEMONIZE THE OTHER. WE change that and LISTEN to the OTHER to LEARN .. or we DIE now!
Do we even know how STUPIDLY Insane we must sound to the rest of the world? MY mouth just hangs mostly open now, when I listen to how people in gov't now talk on TV! Ridiculous and disgusting .. so very sad! In a very few moths it will be even FAR worse .. it could just be A I. We will know NOTHING as TRUE for sure! Good luck lazy IRRESPONSIBLE THOUGHTLESS people. You always yelled at us worriers saying we were negative and stupid. Well I guess we will be laughing at you as we all go down with the ship we put a hole in! 🙈 So incredible SAD!
Trump destroyed America for "We the people" in 2025 siding with corporations. In the first of January he is destroying all respect for us in the world! Trump derangement syndrome is a REVERSE trick that TWISTERS constantly use. I know I am right! His screaming BULLY words of no ADULT LEVEL of DISCUSSION never try to UNDERSTAND the OTHER! MAGA and WOKE are DISABLED! The have only mindless, "heartless" LEFT BRAIN ACTION WIRING. Without Right brain THINKING Wiring everything collapses. ANY "Success" is only BANDAIDS for profit or POWER!
Without a BALANCED "Think/then ACT" R and L Hemisphere BRAIN .. We will destroy civilization! Learn Mcgilchrist and SHARE to teach your friends and family .. OR we HUMANS are dead. Humanity is EXTINCT .. and very very soon! We are already mostly oblivious ZOMBIES, existing in Digital DYSTOPIA. Hopefully they only SEEM the MASSES because they only SCREAM demonizing.
A great RESOURCE is a belief in HEAVEN.That is such a pot of GOLD. WE can look FORWARD to DYING! 😇
Wed. Jan.14, 2026, 9:30 pm.
Jimmie Kimmel was asked by Colbert, "what happens when we die?" OMG he had the best ever ANSWER!! .. something about we move to a higher level of POSITIVE energy! Positive energy .. where things just WORK .. there is no sadness, anger, guilt or revenge .. just joyous CARING and SHARING! Thinking of that coming soon WITH END TIMES is aqwesome. BUT .. we only get it .. if we TRIED to be good on earth. So let's connect as a Human Family community and do our best to SUPPORT each member and share and trade our resources (skills, talents, stuff). If we try our best to be KIND, CARING and FAIR to all our members I think god will welcome us t the "HAPPY PLACE!"
So with FAITH grounding our new "Church/Country" ORDER SYSTEM .. (BELIEF in god and heaven) we get 3 ASSETS or positives or Resources .. not just ONE!
- With ORDER and TRUST surrounded by supportive people .. everyday Life is GRAND!!'
- Because we FEEL cared for and RESPECTED as a member, most people will WANT to BE GOOD. BAD guys are not born they are MADE .. (a great reason you SHOULD have the choice for abortion. An unwanted child can not grow up well balanced). Quality of life improves when ALL in the community when we feel cared for and SUPPORTED!
- Understanding that END Times also means you leave for HEAVEN .. is very calming! I have spent decades "catastrophizing" that we are destroying CIVILIZATION. I never had worried about W W 3. Thanks TRUMPY! With your narcissist added TERROR of global WAR .. I am looking forward to just DYING soon. Belief in Heaven gives us an OFF RAMP. We will not live in hell FOREVER! So be good by being FAIR to others! None of the stupid "Christian" bible reading, Sunday church going BUT MEAN BEHAVIOUR ALL week. Do Trump and MAGA actually believe they will go to heaven? You must be FAIR to others .. NOT selfish and shallow TWISTING ALL for YOUR BENEFIT to get in! It is an EXCLUSIVE Club for really NICE .. NORMAL good Humans!
- IN a group of those who UNDERSTAND Mcgilchrist, (Thinking and Balanced brain creating bigger success) .. maybe we can be more empathetic to Left brain people UNABLE to THINK CAREFULLY
No more DESPAIR .. we will be escaping into Jimmie Kimmel's .. POSITIVE energy space ? soon.
You can USE my life's work,or I will watch as Humanity EXPLODES.. and very soon. Half ZOMBIE already
Fri. Dec.12, 2025, 3:00 pm.
NORMAL real Humans are horrified even PARALYZED at how our world runs today. I was going to say how our world WORKS today .. but since I was a kid I felt NOTHING WORKS RIGHT. Why can't things just be done FAIRLY with TRUTH and then basically we have a GOOD world. But finding TRUTH to CALCULATE FAIR, takes patience and hard world and is SLOW. We worship FAST and EASY. So we just take the easy Binary Eithe OR route. NO! Life is NOT a black and white choice of ONE .. or the OTHER! BOTH things can be "true". it is our JOB as a Human to calculate which is the MOST true. Then we can calculate what is most good for THE MOST of us .. and which choice does the least HARM to the least of us! When people are treated fairly with RESPECT thy do not TURN INTO "BAD GUYS".
To Defuse the explosion of DUMBocracy and greed Capitalism you need my "FAIR" ORDER System
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We need a TRUTH System so we can TRUST and not grow CYNICAL. We live in a TRICKERY TWISTING one!!
Took me 70 years but finally realixe EVERYTHING in our "Order" system is TWISTED. Blah, blah, freedom, "democracy" Rights of the individual. HAH!!! There are no "rights of the individual"! we have the right to sue or hire a lawyer to prove our innocence. That coach in Michigan who was taken down for Inappropriate workplace relationship, NOT A CHANCE! His life is ruined all over CNN like he IS guilty. Plus why all this treatment like he IS guilty?? So incredible unfair. And sorry little (bitch) girls .. you wanted to be EQUAL, where was YOUR responsibility?? Isn't it inappropriate for you TOO? I am so sick of only men being RESPONSIBLE for everything while women screamed to be equal .. BUT DO NOT ACT IT!
It feels like about the time of the invention of electricity we began our slide to greedy, lazy and IRRESPONSIBLE. We wanted everything fast and easy and even just ON/OF like a light switch! Even our THINKING now has to be EASY. A light switch or vacuum has SIMPLE "ON/ OFF" switch. But Life is not ON or OFF simple! There are many shades of LIGHT! If we think of EACH of us as a beam of light to contribute to the full light of the world. We have a talent to CONTRIBUTE to HUMANITY, but we quit contributing especially in the gilded age. Everything had been invented, by early1900's! SUGAR to profit from water (coke), A new Banking system and with it a decline to ONLY valuing MONEY, Advertising or MANIPULATION, and Pharmaceuticals. Drugs changed EVERYTHING. I think Adam Sorkin's book 1929, would help us understand. He was just trying to do a book on the HISTORY 10 years ago but soon realized .. WE HAVE ALL THE SAME WARNING SIGNS NOW! A bomb is set to explode far worse than 1929, but nobody is listening to the THINKERS. We are just those miserable NEGATIVE beings. PK Howard wrote "the death of common sense" maybe 15 years ago! That was before we became STUPID phone faced sheep.
No wonder no one listened to me .. I was looking for CAUSES, to PREVENT problems! Originally I was obsessed with physical Health but EVERYTHNG will work better if you find the original CAUSE and eliminate it. Oh oh do we need to eliminate the greediest Capitalists??🤔 But CAUSES also mean to take RESPONSIBILITYtake RESPONSIBILITY for your own health! (Gluten and sugar INFLAME. mODERATION of these processed foods can reduce r stop so many discomforts!) But we live on profit and what profit is there from finding cause! 😱 How have I/We been this stupid!?? Maybe ACCEPT facing this REALITY is just too horrifying to bear?? 🤔 Just like I NEED to believe that MOST people are good. Sadly this is no longer true .. but if our Right Brain THINK wiring is missing we become selfish and SHALLOW. WE are actually DISABLED .. not so much mean and cruel .. just OBLIVIOUS ZOMBIES. How is it possible Trump has not been STOPPED long ago? we are PARALYZED stupid sheep sometimes having to look out ONLY for our OWN needs. That was never the case thrupout history. Human were more a FAMILY fighting against the FEW (evil) rulers. With capitalist greed we now have so many more in a "ME!mine, here, now!" mindframe!
VALUING only money leaves out even SOCIETAL Health which has been DESTROYED by disrespectful TOXINS
I am going to quit recycling .. nobody cared (not the MASSES) for 50 years .. probably too late now. The amount of garbage I create in a WEEK is TERRIBLE. I hear they do not really recycle .. it is just ME doing lots of extra work, for no purpose. If you think us STUPID Humans do not cause TOXIC results with our lack of respect and RESPONSIBILITY .. you too are an oblivious sheep like most of us today. 😥
The biggest TOXIN WAS turning us into ADDICTS that have NO Self Control or WILL POWER!
Sat. jan 3, 2026, 6:10 pm.
We are nothing but sheep CONSUMERS. We have been MANIPULATED in every single way .. women's lib to divide men and women, destruction of the FAMILY System to make kids more malleable (controllable) Growth of "education" that teaches NOTHING. They have apparently added a magnifier circle on food products warning of salt or sugar. Hah! insane .. did we pay attention to 10 unpronouncable words in the ingredient label for buttered peas from green giant?? YET .. We pay ATTENTION to nothing, since we do not read the label!
REAL EDUCATION is not manipulation and propaganda .. but HONESTLY teaching us to be RESPONSIBLE and DISCIPLINED .. warning us of REAL DANGER .. not dangers built especially for their profit benefit. They used Tobacco to PRETEND they cared, while they caused cancer with EVERYTHING ELSE. Air, Water, even COMMUNITIES and connection have been turned TOXIC, yet no education for real QUALITY of LIFE was ever there. IN FACT .. manipulation of facts .. TWISTING TRUTH was the hallmark of our DUMB-ocracy! The AGENDA was NEVER "we the people" in the last 150 years! The AGENDA was purely more profit or power for THEM. Rather than warning labels for addiction, how about letting us LEARN to goal is was NEVER our Health! Social media TOO has one goal .. to addict us .. proven today by all the promotion of GAMES and betting! REAL EDUCATION actually TEACHING TRUTH .. is more important than more REGULATION. What did regulation do for the damage of Tobacco .. still tons of lung cancer. Addiction is TOUGH .. and the power families are pure EVIL. But I guess they fried their OWN brain in the pursuit of frying ours to control us! Left brain action beings NEVER THINK OF UNINTENDED CONSEQUENCES!
The Bomb defying mechanism is the "LAW of NORMAL"! which we have neglected since "progress" made us
Fri. Dec.12, 2025, !0:00 pm.
.. selfish shallow ARROGANT beings, devoid of MIND and "Heart"! The ability to THINK and be CARING for OTHERS is found in our RIGHT Brain hemisphere wiring. These 2 Hemisphere worked in BALANCE before we got arrogant, but mostly GREEDY. The LEFT brain is the warrior .. the "just get er done!" character. Creating 56 names for SUGAR and Putting them in every imaginable food destroyed our brain. First it destroyed our HEALTH with inflammation but even WORSE it destroyed our self control and WILL POWER.
Law of "NORMAL". Life is a Fibonacci spiral NOT a line where we just grab one END or the other
see diagram
Maybe we should SEE the world as OPPOSING,not LIES.THEY are RIGHT TOO, we are both just too extreme!
Thurs. Jan. 1, 2026, 5:30 pm.
Take for example the Printing press. The most amazing invention! Imagine having no books! Imagine how amazing when regular people could access LEARNING! Benjamin Franklin began it all in Phila .. or at least popularized it and mad hit more accessible. We could share ideas .. learn what's happening further than just the words we can hear!
BUT!! .. such a HUGE BUT! NOW .. those in the power of the printing presses which very soon happened, can CONTROL what we learn. The TV made it even easier to TWIST our brain .. to MANIPLUATE what we SEE and believe. We seem to have no CLUE how manipulated we have been. My soon like so many men began suggesting women's Lib destroyed everything .. because it destroyed the Normal Family ORDER! I began to see he was absolutely right! BUT .. (and yes daughter there is always a "BUT ..!" the printing press was awesome .. yet began the evil of TWISTING MINDS to benefit those in control. Although it is TRUE women's lib actually DESTROYED society with "freedom" responsible for breaking the NORMAL Tradition of ORDER. Sorry girls screaming this is probably NOT your group .. you probably have to leave .. BUT like me, I have learned after screaming at my poor son on several occasions .. to just be QUIET and listen and THINK, reconsider my ideas .. and in the end what shocking words come out of his mouth turn out to be RIGHT! At first the opposite idea sounds SHOVKING even evil to us. But our JOB in life is to try toSEE the other view .. to UNDERSTAND why they feel this way. I have come to his side in all cases .. but even if one does NOT .. it is far easier to come to BALANCE when you UNDERSTAND the other side. I guess because my daughter only screamed demeaning my abilities I shut down, began to hate the attack and LEARNED NOTHING. Guess that is what is now happening in Society .. we simply scream at the opposite idea and take NO EFFORT to try to UNDERSTAND.
I repeat the women's lib again, (amidst the PRINT/TV MIND MANIPULATION or PROPAGANDA) Bec all of a sudden I have come to realize .. NOBODY female was complaining in the 60's!! I was in a university studying Home ECONOMOICS and FAMILY .. WITH WOMEN!! and in 70 in Teacher's college and I rememebr NOTHING protest!! Nobody in my life do I ever remember WHINING about the INJUSTICE of us running a home. I think we felt if I want to be a leader, a BOSS and my husband likes being home .. a quieter calmer existence .. who cares who MANAGES the FAMILY, as long as they LIKE THEIR JOB. Running a family and building children who are responsible citizens and GOOD HUMANS is a HUGE job! Plus although men and women are the SAME, just wanting respect and feeling valued HUMANS .. we are also very different! Men tend to be the hunter or warrior protecting. Women tend to be the one collecting the family and making the HOME comfortable and RESOURCEFUL. M/F are BOTH the same BUT ALSO .. very different. I am telling you NOBODY was screaming injustice for us to have tostay home!! we knew there were amazing women like Marie currie and the woman who invented Libraries, etc etc etc. Nobody was improisoning women limitingly in the home. we KNEW then home was the MOST IMPORTANT THING to create a good functioning society! PROPOGANDA .. that is what turned us to SHEEP. The WORST Left brain non THINKING sheep are the screamers, the ones that get put on TV or in media. The screamers are not US .. the MASSES .. "WE .. the PEOPLE!"
Maybe I am so distressed (I hate you A I .. I wrote depressed) because We old guys destroyed everything .. and we were so STUPID we never even knew it. I felt I HAD to work .. just staying home was LAZY. How did that happened?? Why was I of all people, completely obsessed with the management of the Family (studying Home ECONOMICS) not SCREAMING "The MOST important job of society is "manufacturing" decent good Humans and citizens! Mothers at home do that! Instead "at home" was demonized and disrespected and I did nothing to PROTEST LOUDLY! Interstinghow they made us feel lazy to stay home. They must have TWSITED it was unfair to expect DAD to bring all the money. You do understatnd with 2 now needing work jobs GAIN value .. workers LOSE value
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