RESOURCES! We have so so MANY, yet all we consider is MONEY
I am idiot!🤪Of course our BIGGEST RESOURCE of ALL, is not even Health, but a well FUNCTIONING BRAIN
A well Functioning BALANCED BRAIN is our completely biggest resource! I always thought our BRAIN was most important of all but somehow missed it in the BIG new ORDER System of Total Human Health.
My anger with the world began at 9! Take responsibility for your health silly people. The Drinking coke RITUAL is nO way to RESPECT and take care of the CATHEDRAL for your soul .. your body! Why did I see this 770 years ago but today most still do not see it? Well those who are health obsessed are destroying the world because they are self centred. NORMAL Humans live in a Life Ledger ACCOUNTING system of VALUE. We consider how our behaviour affects OTHERS both now and in the future and distance. Lookingafter your body in a "ME!mine, here, now" ATTITUDE creates a selfish world that will not survive. We either work TOGETHER to find the best solution FOR ALL or we EXTINCT ourselves. We are on the very verge of that culmination and there is little time to fix it. Adopt NORMAL Human VALUE Accounting .. or we die.
The brain I knew in my teens, was responsible for EVERYTHING! Every body part functions because our BRAIN sends the message for its action. EVERY disease (I guess unless gene induced?) is cause by dysfunction of a normal wiring connection. I guess enzymes and hormones are all part of this? But when our brain is not working in any area we are in trouble.
I always wondered why the big deal about mental illness? It is just ANOTHER illness! Yes we want our brain to work .. but why the hell should there be a STIGMA? (My theory is power structure saw us as a threat. I feel like we are Right brains over the edge from our THINKING. Seeing stupid world since 9 can easily make me go 🤪 SORRY I am so much smarter than those in power! I cannot manage a Christmas get together let alone a company .. but I sure as Hell can do better finding and designing GOOD FAIR SOLUTIONS. I can't make them HAPPENED because I have no Left Action brain! But I rather still be a cave man than live what Left ACTION brains have done to civilization! I think we intimidated power people so they created the whole STIGMA can job scam. Yes, EVERYTHING is a conspiracy to gain MORE profit and power! Hence brilliant minds are stigmatized while IDIOTS run the world. stressed to survive most of us have become shallow (stupid) and selfish. But their oblivious GREED is evil. They care not who or what they harm as long as THEY BENEFIT. Let's tear them down and replace their win LOSE with our WIN/WIN! We are almost out of time.
The BRAIN been our biggest resource means loss of its normal wiring can create seemingly evil anomalies. Like Rob Reiner's son. The reason civilization is collapsing is because Left brain ACTION minds that can only think good/ bad never GREY .. just say death penalty. They are not even curious how this can even happened! There is no wonder or question in their brain only yes/no SIMPLE. This binary simplistic approach has destroyed us. So much could be learned from the brains and past events of these "MURDERERS". To me, that man who chopped up his wife and was still smiling (?walsh) is a true murderer or those drug guys or even the SWAT people who have shoot out with no CARE who they kill. Police should NEVER be Left brain. Without a Balanced brain you see nothing but "get the bad guy!"! Even those who shoot someone (a kid PRANK!) on their porch are EVIL. Who the hell are you? (Like Jewish people? .. you think YOU are the chosen one??) maybe I need to learn if that "chosen" has been TWISTED? Life gets just TOO EXHAUSTING when you have to question EVERY SINGLE THING. This is why I think a H Bomb is about to EXPLODE. Life is too hard .. lashing IN or OUT is getting closer for very many of us. When you have an 80 year old entitled WOMAN ready to murder some people you have a BIG problem of failure ..DUMB-ocracy.
It is incredibly sad we have never yet looked into the problem of INSANITY? Why does it make more sense to me than anything I read? Depression is so "last year" If you are not DESPAIRING you are an OBLVIOUS ostrich with head in the sand. If you ARE despairing please join this community. Even if our new ORDER system is too late our doing good is our TICKET to heaven.
wrong spot .. imagine if we could UNDERSTAND that Tim Reiener's brain malfunctioned just like a heart attack. He raged at the injustices and the VICTIM was his parents. it could have been suicide. The brain just could no longer handle the insanity we live in! Interesting that those who CAUSE the injustice calls us VICTIMS! They would never be a :victim' they myst always win. WARRIOR!
If we still had BALANCED Functioning NORMAL BRAINS, imagine what we could have done with BLOCKCHAIN!
Instead like idiots all we could see is CRYPTO .. a replacement for $. Why not build a whole new VALUE ACCOUNTING System!!
Sun. Dec. 21, 2025, 5:00 pm.
Maybe a BALANCED Brain also makes us more BALANCED in LIFE??? If we have a NORMAL Functioning brain it makes life more calm? we can SEE problems but also MANAGE new solutions? Certainly LEFT brains lash out and when I am pushed far enough so do I! If the s not true .. at least a BALANCED personality is better .. a good RESOURCE to have .. I am constantly behaving IMPULSIVELY yet other things I agonize until death. NO MODERATION OR BALANCE!!
Will power, inspiration, motivation ..
Wed. Dec. 10, 2025, 10:00 pm.
I have ZERO will power! luckily addicted to my "work" or mission, not fun and shopping. (Left brains say it is ONLY work if PAID! Good point, but not if goal is a better world! Somehow ..
"Every decision is an OPPORTUNITY to be a GOOD Human."
To me that feels like .. damn I. do not want to make the calls to. create life ORDER but I will because it is an OPPORTUNITY to be organized and maybe reach goal faster.
Is FOCUS the most important RESOURCE? What we pay ATTENTION to? Understanding that helps us CONNECT
Tues. Dec. 9, 2025, 9:45 am.
OMG! A Left brain action mind's FOCUS is WARRIOR, concern only for being safe and not harmed by the other we have a totally different approach or PERSPECTIVE to life!! Left brains have their eye out for staying safe and TAKING (competing) rather than R B focus on UNDERSTANDING!
OMG .. Mon. Dec 9, 6:00 pm .. if I am focusing on " ..being SLIGHTED!", that is how I will see everything! Is that what happened to my poor daughter? I jumped on her words as demeaning vs doing the "on SECOND THOUGHT" consideration? see text re "..meet for beer" after she just said she QUIT! whoa! And now I kind of just PROVED that!! I just helped a lady with full hands put her sleeve on her coffee (Omg maybe I misread she was trying 🙈 ?) I have never done that much for somebody .. always running. I never even got a Thank you! But the lady behind me and I were smiling and she said she loved the lady's scarf and THEY connected over that. I was a ghost, I did not exist though I had been kind. OMG! My focus in this new positive ENERGY (where I have MOVED .. I think maybe I started it! .. by ME being more positive FIRST?? 🤔 ) After this "rudeness", I did not rant about how not FAIR that was, and feel not seen, not appreciated, not respected! INSTEAD, I felt like "HAH! what a good person I am, I just started a nice new connection between them. They will leave with a big smile!" They were enjoying their convo a lot. I can't believe how differently I saw the picture! Plus I seem to be able to see convos with my daughter in a new light. Maybe I have been wrong all this time about what "just be positive" means? I always took it as TOO LAZY to make any change for BETTER. Maybe this is kind of what they mean? It certainly is a much lighter weight to bear when you are not always looking for ways to feel IGNORED and unimportant! Feeling CONFIDENT we are DESERVING is soo important, and why NO ABORTION is bad. An unwanted neglected child will not grow up confident and feeling DESERVING! Feeling you are worthless .. you may as well PROVE IT TRUE! That is where all problems, gangs and jail start! The self fulfilling prophecy!
OMG .. so this is also kind of proof that with the "pot of Gold" of positive NURTURING, then YOU ARE ALWAYS JUST NICE TO YOURSELF. When you have no confidence and do NOT feel deserving you see even MORE UNFAIRNESS! There is much injustice .. we do not need to exaggerate it! So our prime objective is to help each member feel important. We will try to help each other find our special. We are part of the rainbow of LIGHT and each have a contribution to make. I am good at INVENTING but terrible at 100 other things. If we all connect our special COLOUR Talent and skill we will create the brightest light, white light and we will banish darkness or NOT FAIR.
The Pot of Gold is the next after FOCUS or positive viewpoint (Jimmie Fallon) .. nah FIRST gold!
Sun. Dec. 21, 2025, 1:30 pm
The POT of GOLD of life .. not money or even a magnetic personality but being raised and NURTURED to believe "You are the greatest and can accomplish ANYTHING .. PLUS you DESERVE it all!" I suggest better than wealth is the parents that raise their kid to be self CONFIDENT and feel DESERVING! Is So many of us through GUILT feel UNDESERVING. I wonder how many kids with divorced parents felt it was their FAULT and grew up feeling need to be PUNISHED and therefore not deserving. (I THOUGHT "I hate you and hope you die", because mom stopped something as a kid .. and then she DID! I think it made me feel that I deserved punishment forever) I must have magnetized negative because of that BELIEF! Imagine how easy God's Magic MAGNET (the LAW of Attraction) is for those who believe they are great and deserving!
Somehow I feel now I DO deserve and I think this I why next year will be the BEST YEAR EVER FOR US. I EXPECT to have MANY wins! yes I have a lot of WORK to do .. but I only had a big sale ONCE .. an it was only when I was COMPLETELY CONFIDENT. I am very CONFIDENT this time and will only ask partner prospects WHY my blueprint for the last "Church Country" is WRONG? I will just KEEP bugging them til they respond. Denny's SLAVE syrup sale took 2 years!
FAITH! belief in an AFTER LIFE ..Heaven. How do people exist WITHOUT?🤔.. maybe suffered NO DEATHS?
Fri. Jan 8, 2026, 9:30 pm.
The Niagara River .. PBS Documentary.
One year in 1955? the river froze and the ice JAMMED. Most buildings and piers were destroyed. There was a little chapel built by nuns that was in the path of the ice jam flow. Everyone wanted that chapel to be saved so they all prayed to god to keep it safe. STRANGELY, although very low and close to the water .. that little chapel was about all that was saved.
WEIRD eh? Maybe we better all get praying that WE the good Humans can TOGETHER take over from those unable to think before acting which usually ONLY EVENTUALLY DESTROYS. REAL success is what we want .. not bandaids. Careful ACTION that is "FAIR to all" .. that is not a bandaid, but a REAL solution of FUTURE SUCCESS for all.
WOW!! Even WORDS are Resources!! Words I need to USE MORE, UNDERSTAND better.
Wed Jan. 7, 2026, 9:45 am.
- EQUITY! "Equity means fairness and justice, ensuring everyone has access to resources and opportunities, often requiring different support for different groups." do i trust A I ? I only speak of us as all EQUAL Humans, but it is deeper than that .. since we are ALSO NOT the same, we each should have the ability to succeed. It seems to me belonging and SUPPORT in feeling respected and VALUED gives everyone a very needed RESOURCE. That CARING support resource, builds confidence and DESERVEDNESS, which then goes on to CONTRIBUTE to our HUMAN Value (Stock) Exchange. This is the MULTIPLIER I speak of! Just a smile or kind word could be the resource or ?WORTH that stops someone from suicide!! what if we each walk around daily thinking our kind smile could soooo life someone's spirits! imagine the INCREASE in the VALUE of our HUMAN Stock exchange! But we have created the exact opposite in our society .. daily we mostly feel more despair and less hope .. no doubt the formula for suicide. There are 2 "realities". The 👏 Stock market and those involved .. plus REAL WORLD, NORMAL Humans 😢 seeing Unfairness and evil. This must be REPLACED by "EQUITY" .. or it is the END of civilization. SOON!
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Yup .. FOCUS .. perhaps the most important of all our RESOURCES! It is ALL we really CAN Control!
Sat. Dec. 27, 2025, 5:30 pm.
I just wasted 6 years!! not facing that reality!! How is this possible .. I was like an elephant stuck in the circle of the circus .. going around and around devoid of REAL LIFE! seriously!
- MAY 2019 .. moved to a NEW senior place, had wanted to move since 2008 but SLOW!
- August .. lost my BEST friend .. my CAR .. after all y years of effort in Buffalo this is how they repay me? My fault totally but they changed the rule of leaving the car on the street and the impound charge was like 1100 USA funds! The car was like 25 years old with half a million kilometres so pay that kind of money was ridiculous. Bye bye best friend.
- Around that time my "Senior" ACTIVE Living home was turned into a Nursing home of electric "?walkers" crowding the elevators. I was so angry to be lied to, I think I was enraged for the whole 6 years! Like I said if only I ran the world!! Had they asked if we wanted to move they would pay, but explained these people lost their community and home to a developer, I would have stayed and felt very good at MY KINDNESS to these OLD senile interlopers. NOPE .. if only I had the pot of gold of self confidence and deservedness .. imagine what I could have done in FIXING the world .. been a GOOD LEADER! Instead, with my rage at the Corporation running our LIE nursing home, I spent from 2019 Spring, to 2025 late Fall hating the AREA and the energy of MEAN selfish shallow people there.
- By spring 2020 we had covid and I lost all my most important Buffalo friends. Dead! All gone, everything! I had give-up my "home" there for the move to more EXPENSIVE rent at the senior place. During covid Canadians were UNWANTED at the border so I could not get to funerals OR visit my beloved Phila and NYC.
- So I totally lived in grief without even REALIZING my whole SOUL was shut down! I never watched CBS Sat .. which was my ritual .. and listened to NO MUSIC! My spirit was squished but my grief and RAGE never even realized it was ME allowing this to happened. So join our community and together we will help each other with the support we need in the many disappointments of life these days.
It is NOT possible to have 2 such VASTLY different places of energy .. where I was that I HATED, vs where I moved a half hour walk toward downtown Toronto. At first I thought it was the history .. Teacher's college in the 70's and my big brother at the university in the 50's!! I mean how exciting was TO. for a little kid from the FARM? But as I discovered wonderful people who were still HUMAN with mind and "heart" and even MANNERS and Kindness! .. I realized maybe it was ME was the bad energy at Regent Park. There is 100% a better energy here .. but I increased that BAD quality there by anger and despair! I am euphoric in my new place .. yet I have NO ONE here no concierge , no nurse or manager or event person to chat with .. NOTHING. yet I go out 3 x a day and people are so awesome. I have talked to strangers and had wonderful conversations. I LOVE TO. for the FIRST TIME. It is totally AMAZING!! .. bec. I have always kind of hated TO. because my brothers died living here. I think when I moved here, I was so PROUD of myself for getting SOMETHING actually DONE .. that it started a euphoria that just multiplied.
In our Life Ledger Human VALUE Accounting system energy can INCREASE our total account VALUE .. or DECREASE it like I did at the old place. I am grateful to the guy who yelled at me for complaining .. something to the effect of "get out .. it has been YEARS listening to you complain!" Good for him .. hope I see him to thank him for his honesty .. giving me a SLAP to waKe up.
So the moral of this LONG story is .. look at the good, work on the bad if you can change it .. but stay focused on the GOOD so you do NOT waste your life like I did, 6 long years! From 72 .. I was still a young un .. 🙈 wasted til almost 79!! PLUS .. I feel very bad for my daughter now .. she did grow to hate me more over that time .. and I see now why! I WAS so very negative. it is true we are almost OVER .. that is reality with STUPID insane behaviour for the last 100 years ever faster! But I should not be spouting it in an ongoing fountain of DESPAIR! I always thought I neglect MYSELF .. but I certainly neglected my family and friends with my obsessive WE/US Focus of WORRY.