Facts? Truth? I am beginning to wonder if there is TRUTH?
WE live in so many LIES .. is it all just how you WANT to see it? Like the colour ?vector just CHOSE
NO! we can not live in that kind of system! it is CONFUSING and creates chaos on SYEROIDS. NORMAL Humans want ORDER. Order has to begin with TRUTH or as close to truth as we can calculate. We must do our best to remove our biases and simply collect and cCONNECT all the facts. This is a huge amount of work, time and patience. We have zero interest in that since we worship CONVENIENCE! but NORMAL Humans NEED a Foundation of ORDER and that only comes from finding THE "TRUTH and nothing BUT the truth". After TRUTH we want FAIR .. so we can live with the NORMAL Human security of TRUST! If we are innocent we will not be screaming CANCELLED! Even if guilty I want to commit suicide at all the SCREAMING! What an idiot world.
If you do not feel great stress your worry brain is missing! Idiot world is a life that NORMAL Humans, still with mind and "heart" can NOT survive in. We are addicting, committing suicide or dying by cop. Or simply succumbing to disease because of the enormous stress we have lived under. I am ready to quit this trying to be heard and just laugh and watch it all collapse. I am almost 80 .. what do I care?? Left brains who simplify life into binary linear .."either/or" are fine. In fact their sole focus on SELF put them all into POWER. Meantime we Right brain THINKERS and those wonderful BALANCED BRAINS were trying to actually SOLVE problems which take TIME. Stupid BANAIDS will always be faster. for 60 years we ever worse ran our word on easy fast BANDAIDS. Now all the wounds are showing up FESTERED!
Seeing CNN spout "facts" makes you wonder? What world do they live in. Most of us are STRUGGLING.
Or so I thought I knew. I was being EMPATHETIC to all of those i spoke to doing 2 jobs and still struggling to pay their loan. Yet I had NO CLUE! I knew that nothing made sense! The stock market is GREAT! America is doing great, inflation is 2% and unemployment 4%. Maybe my mistake is that in my past life was a slave in the southern states .. so I am ONLY drawn to USA. Guess my family came to canada and I stayed behind .. those old spirits have a big affect. 😁 Perhaps America and Canada's economy have no relationship, but when I lived in Buffalo def people struggled. I think inflation numbers (and all numbers) are a TWISTED lie. Thye take a bsket most of us can't afford so that high prices are averaged out. Normal grocery prices have skyrocketed in recent years. Plus 2.7% if EVERY MONTH by 6 months is 15+% in 6 months! When you are 1$ to $ watching that is a LOT!
WE live in 2 different world's and us "wealthy" can't even see it! Some old guys do not REALIZE ..
Thurs. Dec. 18, 2025, 4:00 pm.
The old guys
There is the world of the rich and the poor. But we think we are the same and rant about those eveil wealthy! Meantime it is US! Pensioners! People who depend on the stock market doing well. After all .. Our pension must stay secure! I have ranted on us old should have an UPCHARGE for destroying the world of the young .. NOT a SR Discount! I have ranted about the evil "wealthy". But in reality .. I am PART OF THE EVIL WEALTHY! Took me 10 years to GET it Susan! We seniors live very comfortably not even KNOWING we are now "wealthy" having always lived a "middle class" life. I was always careful .. had expensive croissants over 2 days, VERY seldom ate out, etc .. but NOW I have learned what life is like for the OTHER HALF!
Maybe the TRUTH for FAIR I rant about,is a ghost? Maybe there is just CALCULATE VALUE of OPPOSITES
tues. dec. 9, 2025, 7:30 pm.Is there no such THING as TRUTH? Maybe we can only CALCULATE the VALUE of the CONFLICTING facts to obtain an idea CLOSER to TRUTH? Here I have ben screaming at people there is ONLY one TRUTH. oh dear .. no wonder my daughter says everybody hates me. makes sense! So the idea I have been speaking of is maybe just .. ALL the facts connected .. BOTH the good facts (proving what we want) AND the bad (DISPROVING our bias!) connected together and their VALUE calculated. VALUE is the amount of GOOD vs TOXIC the idea or fact does for or against Humans! I do believe before FAIR or compromise can be calculated (Or peace found in WAR?) each FACTOR in the disagreement must be VALUED. How many does it help and how much? how many does it HURT and how much?
If I have to have a child because you refused me an abortion once my unparented neglected kid grows up IT harms the whole neighbourhood and city even. "Bad guys are not born .. they are made" (Brilliance from past TO Mayor Tory). Not allowing abortion HARMS the child who gets no NURTURE which is far more important than (sperm managing to fertilize egg) Nature. THAT is the reason I felt DO IT MY WAY OR DIE. I guess in my head I tried to calculate who is hurt by how much minus how many helped and how much. But that takes a hue amount of work and effort. Instead we WORSHIP convenience. We will NOT get to heaven. We get there by being GOOD humans doing no harm and helping wherever we can.
My daughter would say I help no one .. am a hypocrite. On the surface TRUE! But I use all my time +
Building a SYSTEM that could give more peoplelquality of life. Yes TRUE .. "here/now" I am a JERK, but I do look forward when I have time AND money to help all the orgs doing such beautiful work. they are Saints! 😇
Lies everywhere will make us MURDEROUS. We can not live in a world where we can TRUST NOTHING
Thurs. Dec. 18, 2025, 5:00 pm.
Lies everythwhere will make us insane. If I said my son was a good person after he did a NYC murder and then the NYC pd or defender LIED and said the OPPOSITE .. I would lose it. Sorry at 9 I thought this was stupid world. By Now it is pretty much unLIVable. Your world is PITIFUL .. actually no longer HUMAN. This is FULLY zombie Digital DYSTOPIA. Hearing about Luigi's mom makes me SOOOO disappointed in NYC and maybe we are now fully in HELL. Get me off insane EVIL planet. LYING for your own benefit is NOT NORMAL Human Behaviour. Anyone thrust history willing to do harm for their own profit or power was evil .. NORMAL Humans are GOOD .. not evil no matter how some religions TWIST everything. Maybe being part of many religions made me realize how weird everything is. It is SMPLE! Just be kind and caring to others and do NO HARM Ever. Being STUPID is no excuse! But we pretend you need to be saved or go to confession or be baptized .. NO! I believe in nothing and I will be going to heaven ! Will you? If you think of others before yourself .. because focus on SELF sometimes harms others .. you will be there too. It just means OTHERS come before SELF .. the complete OPPOSITE of our society. All Christmas is is CONSUMPTION .. another excuse to BUY and be competitive. The house lighting Competitions are revolting if someone has a 6 ft Santa .. neczt year neighbour has 10. You have 3 blowups, next years someone must do5. INSANITY. It seems we do not even KNOW we are insane. We have lost our MIND.
SADLY .. that is LITERALLY true! We have LOST our MIND .. our brain wiring has been DESTROYED. Our Mind and "Heart" are located in our RIGHT BRAIN HEMISPHERE. The right brain wiring must be more sensitive since so many people have lost their ABILITY to think and ACT in more headless ways. I should not be so angry with us .. the few PURE Evil power families PLANNED THAT. They saw the sugar in coke destroyed the self control wiring of our brain. Why not put it in all food? The INVENTION of CREDIT and advertising were in the works and worked well to turn us into SHEEP CONSUMERS! What a perfect system .. pure evil .. but BRILLIANT. Proof is we are STILL TOO BRAIN DEAD TO SEE IT! Back in the early 60's I was only enraged because 56 names for sugar IN EVERYTHING destroys our Health. Great! Make money off our pain and discomfort! They Hijacked the Medical Industry turning it into Health CARE vs can't we just be HEALTHY!!!
Generalizing in frustration, because overwhelmed, is not the same as LYING. Lying manipulates
Thurs. Dec. 18, 2025, 8:00 am.
"Take a CLOSER look!"+"Look at the BIG PICTURE!"are opposite.They confuse"MYOPIC Left brain"descript
Left brains are Myopic .. see only in front of them not BIG PICTURE. They simplify by looking around themselves not FAR to OTHERS. Right brains spend too much time surveying HUMANS and less her now GETTING things DONE. Watching Seth Meyers was reminded of "Take a closer look". Perhaps it is not confusing because it refers to GENERALIZING. Our life is so overloaded and overwhelmed in order to survive we have to let some things go and just GENERALIZE. Guns are bad, abortion is good (Why are you PUNISHING the unwanted (sure to be un-nurtured!) child .. because YOU think sex for enjoyment is evil?? Like drunk driving a bad mistake of no protection can cause an accident! In this case more easily fixable. Procreation is hella less important than feeling WANTED and VALUED for life! NURTURE is everything and creates good humans. But Left brains are BINARY, yes/no good bad and they will not peel thru the (onion layers of) problems to find the heart) deeper answer. They just grab the onion shell! MAGA the crackle shell .. WOKE the elastic skin.
WE do have to generalize like I do with Epstein. We should be like Scandinavia? prostitution is legal .. plus it is time children were PARENTED and women took RESPONSIBILITY .. if you want glory and $$$ you will have to pay. We can not calculate TRUTH and find FAIR in everything so many things will be left GENERALIZED. I am the first to admit my generalizing outer onion shell simplistic view can be WRONG. But to find TRUTH and calculate FAIR takes WORK. So THAT will be our next industry and economy!!
If everything is BALANCED there can BE noTRUTH? no good/evil
If everything is BOTH AND plus CONNECTED maybe that is like the Fibonacci sequence?
Wed. dec 10, 2025, 3:00 pm.
Maybe instead of an opposing scale, from good to bad, right to wrong .. maybe everything just circles in on itself? Since everything can be TRUE .. BOTH .. AND its opposing view .. in NORMAL Human dealing we calculate the best of each! But today's society lead by Left brains who can only see BINARY .. either /or all is a simple decision yes/no, either this OR that. PERIOD.Life is not like that!! Fire is wonderful to keep us warm and make food. But ravaging our forests or home is HORRID. The very same thing both good and evil. There is a NORMAL natural way of life but we insist on simplifying the hard work done thru millenia by our forefathers. We lived fine for centuries. SURE! there were wars BUT not the destruction of CIVILIZATION that we have wrought in our arrogance.
?? Good bad, tall building NO tall building is not either or like a straight line (Linear) .. it is a CURVE. If something is GOOD .. take EXTREME or to EXCESS it will be EVIL! So everything is more of a circle that the Either/or of a STRAIGHT line?
Damn! spent life looking for TRUTH, is it just MORE TRUE? +MORE GOOD?We may have to kill MORE EVIL
Wed. Dec.10, 2025, 7:30 am.
OK sorry .. but ISRAEL (Leadership) is pure evil (very much MORE evil). Just PRETEND for a minute your kids were at a big party and an ANGRY "CAUSE" (Israel was NOT blameless) killed them. Yes we would be enraged and want to kill back. BUT!! can you seriously say you would be OK! with 2 or is it 3? years now of UTTER DESTRUCTION of the ENTIRE country where the bad guys are said to be hiding? I for one would be APPALLED like years ago. If someone killed my son I might kill not just the murderer but his friends .. but I could not in all CONSCIOUS NESS and HUMANITY kill his family neighbours town and country. Who the hell does that? Only MONSTERS who are EVIL. EVIL is my definition of NOT HUMAN
OK When I get young people partnering I realize I need a ?disucssion board! I was thinking ihad no time to answer complaints but why can't members explain better. I mean a DISCUSSION .. no DIVIDE and demonize or you are immediately SUSPENDED. Try our community again in 3 months, then 6, then OUT FOREVER! I guess I have tried to UNDERSTAND ?Jews .. or their leadership? but they should have revolted if they were not FOR Netanyahu.
That's a great thought, but wrong again .. where is the revolt against Trump as he UTTERLY destroys AMERICA the "beautiful"?? Strange how he loves that song but made AMERICA UGLY to far far too many.
So why is it I keep learning and changing my view on everything? But others just stay stuck in their vision forever?? .. preferring BATTLE over PEACEFUL discuss compromise CO-EXISTENCE?
I'm FULLY Right brain? I think I had a brain FILLED with right hemisphere, losing half means I can still think. only had a bit of ACT hemisphere and that seems seriously gone. Can I DISCIPLINE and EXERCISE the action hemisphere to FUNCTION AGAIN. I did it with my MOVE .. but like an idiot FORGOT the 4 th step of moving! 1) decide, 2) Pack and organize, 3) Move, and 4!! REORGANIZE! 6 weeks later .. worse than living out of boxes .. can STILL find nothing. Damn those movers putting NB> boxes within locker room. (sorry but furious at immigrants who can't speak language NOT LISTENING or HAVING COMMON SENSE! Proactive Movers be damned.)
RHETORIC .. Persuasion, language to INFLUENCE people. Great if MANIPULATING for good, NOT bad.
RHETORIC!! HAH, To INFLUENCE can be good (Influencers??) but when it TWISTS for benefit, MANIPULATES for personal winning .. it is evil. So again we see it ALL connects! influence for good is a great talent .. MANIPULATE for greed is evil. So there is no SCALE where balance is the middle it is more an incomplete circle??
We NEED Truth to TRUST! So how can we exist without it?
Thurs. Dec.11, 2025, 9:30 am.
I guess we have to recognize if all is "BOTH/AND" then TRUTH can only be "MOSTLY" TRUE or correct, as opposed to 100%. I spent my life thinking running the (world) can be SIMPLE! Just be FAIR. To be FAIR you have to compromise on TRUTH. I hate noise and chaos, because it creates STRESS. But what if my neighbour does not mind at all, feels it is adventure in life? I guess this is where there really IS "My Truth"! I guess I always took FOR GRANTED everybody wants QUIET and CALM. HMM! I did learn that at the Old folks home. can there really be people who do not get stressed over too much noise and chaos. I was the oblivious one for 60 + years! So I guess there ARE few truths and perspective really does rule. It is THIS that makes life so complex TOGETHER. In the wilderness ALONE would be simple. Guess I will go there now. 😑 but then I could not meet the wonderful handsome security man Mike, at the Police headquarters, That I just had a GRAND philosophical discussion with! (I want to find out how I can create a RANSOM NOTE, without going to JAIL. A time bomb is going to go off and I have the (diffuser). Pay off my debt invested for the research/ development and give my kids a good pension for having noREA mom .. and I can help YOU try to diffuse the bomb. WE are the bomb .. can we DEFUSE! OUR LAZY IRRESPONSIBILITY (Dumbocracy) I thought BOMB might wake people up because "I have the CURE for the worst virus or cancer ever" NO ONE LISTENS .. maybe a bomb threat would be HEARD? we are the bomb can you defuse YOU? I have the DEFUSER so PAY ME .. but if we all follow the blueprint we may succeed. Guess the bomb is made up of millions of US! What the formula? .. Give my kids a pension and pay off my debt.
This is a BOMB"THREAT"!Give my kids a good pension+PAY my debt for finding it.I will HELP defuse it
WE are the BOMB. The actual EXPLODING of the NORMAL HUMANS. Oblivious Zombies existing in digital DYSTOPIA is NOT Humanity. If we have destroyed our Right brain we are DEVOID of mind and "heart". The bomb about to go off, that Time Bomb is too many of US .. lazy irresponsible Beings. We DISRESPECTFULLY turned the F F hard work on a new ORDER SYSTEM .. into DUMBOCRACY! Can we change our lazy irresponsible behaviour and defuse the bomb about to go off? If you are a real NORMAL Human you may not want to DIE. Start to take RESPONSIBILITY and RESPECTFULLY manage our RESOURCES with a FUNCTIONING Brain. We turn DUMBOCRACY and greed capitalism into RESocrcay .. or we die! Bring along your friends and family .. or humans cease to exist .. probably shortly after the 250 th!!
PS .. pay that ransom .. YOU get all the Founding CREDIT or my life's work!
Yup TWISTED Trickery, a ceremony honouring 2 soldiers killed in Syria but it was OK to kill 84? in V
What if they were fishermen? what does trump know .. he appointed friends rather than expertise to every department.
They keep ranting about the Brown shooting. of ?2 yet say little of 12 in quiet Australia. Shouldn't the conversation be about our LOST Quality of life?? Sure the stock market may be high and we can buy anything our heart desires but what the hell quality of life is it when my kid's school must be locked up. going anywhere probably meets a locked door and security. CHURCHES with security??? But we discuss nothing. Maybe we should discuss retribution ON us vs US always getting retribution. Do we not think others want to GET us. If we quit being JERKS things would have came down. We have probably destroyed everybody's brain and HEAR NOW and it is too late to come back to normal. It is up to you. Get your family and friends and create a community of BOYCOTT. Screw your crap world we refuse to work for or buy from you unless you FAIR Certify. Once we have that ready we can get sponsors for our community and they get the credit for our BETTER Order system Templates. Others will want to copy.
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